I am so tired... But I won't give up...

So, what, like, I got three upcoming long exams all from major subjects. Thesis Abstract  is supposed to be passed tomorrow, and we need to prepare for the Thesis Proposal the second after... The life of a Biochemistry major from De La Salle - Main is not an easy one. I used to give up on these things, projects, studying, and all, when I don't feel like going on anymore, or when the thought of all the effort you've made becomes pointless crosses my mind. Because, honestly, just the thought about very, very big things - things that are difficult to accomplish for my level of skill, gave me the feeling of hopelessness. Pretty much like, when you're the standing shadow before the headlights of a speeding truck that's about to ram you into your next life, and before you realize it, it's too late. You've died - you've failed, because you didn't run, because you never tried to run, because you folded, and because you decided to become hopeless. But at that instance, for a split second, ...